So last night I played my first game where I wasn't injured with the 'not-so-beer-league' beer league. And I blew. I am not sure I can explain the depths of my blowing. But clearly I am now considered the worse person on the team. When I began playing baseball, 4 summers ago, I was the worse person on the team and so when people treated me as such, it didn't really bother me. Sure I'll sit out this inning so the good players can hold the game and we can win. And hey we won first place. Got a nice beer mug, with a gold rim. But now, 4 years later it's like I've plateaued, sure I can now catch a ball with my mitt, and while I do manage to hit the ball everytime I'm at bat (except last night- Lord I blew) it's not like I've gotten any better. It's sort of annoying wanting to maybe try first base and being shoved off to rover. But then I suppose I haven't given any sign of doing much except keep score and be the team cheer leader. And so next week I will return so that I can make myself feel even more insecure about my lack of skill. And don't even get me started on the Scarborough Chronics and their ridiculous socks and T. Argh.
3 comments:
Unfortunately no Chronics who's names might begin with T and end in N got hit in the head- I really need batting practice
I don't think you're that bad and as a team mate for the past 4 years I'm proud of your progression. I think that you are not only a good player but a fantastic person. What more could a ball player ask for then someone who cares about the people they play with as much as they care about playing well!
Keep swinging! (and keep your elbows up!) ;)
well 'anonymous' i do appreciate the words.... wonder who it could be? ;-) i am more frustrated with my belief that i have not only plateaued but might have even got worse then i used to be.
But you know I just love being able to play with you! That's what makes it all ok in the end!
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